Recovering

I had my hysteroscopy yesterday. I felt great after it to the point that I did not fill my prescription. I don't recall being in this much pain last time I had this surgery. I instantly googled it because every inch of my body was aching as if I worked out. The only part of my body that is not in pain is the surgery area. Ugh! Sure enough I found an article that says this is common in young women the day after surgery. It can last 2-3 days!!! Are you serious?? I had to leave work today because I couldn't even walk on how sore I am. It's awful! I feel like in an old person right now. It takes me a while to even get up to do something for myself. I can't even roll over in bed. 

I have to admit that I had a better experience on my last hysteroscopy. I was nervous but calm thinking J was going to be with me most of the time. Wrong. I'm not sure if it was because this place was strictly for surgeries compared to the las facility. I was literately surround my patients who were patients at m clinic. We were literately just separated by a curtain. No privacy at all. Last time I got m own room and my aunt was with me 24/7 except dying surgery of course. When I woke up she wa there. This time around I woke up to find J missing. I had to go to the restroom by myself after waking up. J said an hour went by after the Dr talked to him and he was gettin worried that he still couldn't see me. When I woke up my jaw hurt so bad. The nurses said it was because they had to put a tube down my throat. People I don't remember any of this being done last time. 

The staff was great but who wants to wake up to see strangers and not a familiar face? I pray to god that I do not have to go through this surgery ever again. Dr B removed two big polyps and told J we were ready to conceive. I have faith we will get our miracle baby soon. All this pain has to be worth it!!