Entertained

I have been preoccupied with school work. YES I said school work! I finally got off my ass and did something rather than concentrating on TTC. So far things have been going smoothly. My current class requires a lot of writing, no its not an english class, which I am surprisingly enjoying it. My first essay was already graded. AND GUESS WHAT?! I got an A. I was so please with myself because I hadn't written an essay in over 2 years. After seeing my grade I jumped right into finishing my other essay, since I have three more due by the 31st. At first I figured it will be overwhelming for me. Then I came to realize it's actually easing my frustration with not being able to conceive or start treatment.

Speaking of treatment...my RE or a nurse never called me after my 2nd unsuccessful HSG. I usually reach out to them so I can know what is going on. This time I decided to wait to call them on CD1 so I wont feel discourage on how slow this process is going. I am going to ask if they perform Femvue so I wont have to go through the HSG again. Seems like a less complicated way to check if tubes are opened. Hopefully they can give me an alternative. The funny thing is that they never called me with Dr. M's recommendations but they did reach out to me for payment. Oh so you can bug me about DH's SA payment that was done almost 5 months but you are just notifying me that it wasnt paid? I dont have an issue with paying them. It just bugs me that when it comes to their needs they call you immediately. (OH wait they didnt call they emailed for me to call.) HAHAHA! Sounds like I am complaining about this office. It is a great place...everyone is extremely friendly when you are there. BUT when you are not you have to leave VM to get a call back. Now do you see why I decided agaisnt calling them until CD1?

Anywho, I was fairly optimistic up until yesterday. I wouldn't say I was having symptoms...more like changes. My BB definitly grew a bit. I couldn't stop staring at them because they appeared fuller and bigger. This time around I didn't mention it to DH bc knowning him he will just say with "You are seeing things. They look the same to me." LOL! I began to have an obsession with looking at them before I showered up until yesterday. Now its apparent they are back to normal. BUMMER! I was beginning to enjoy them. HAHAHA! I am having a bit of a dilemma determining when I actually ovulated. FF is saying CD 23 and TCOYF is saying CD 21.




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  1. I am glad that school as brought you some relief! And way to go on your "A" essay!! That is awesome news!! I am sure that made you so very proud!!

    Looking at your chart I would go with FF because it just seems like a more dramatic change happened around and after CD 23! Your chart looks good! Fx

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    1. Definitely proud that I still got that knowledge in me. ;) Hope everything is going well for you! Keep us updated woman!

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  2. It's kinda nice to have distractions, and I'm glad school is doing that for you.

    As for your O date...what kind of OPK's do you use? I ask because I notice I usually get + on Wondfo's for two days. That is why I started using CBE digitals as a back-up to see when my "true surge" is (LH of 25 or higher). Then I only record the +CBE digital on my FF chart. I feel like doing it that way helps pinpoint O better, so worth a try maybe if you have more than one +OPK day. If I had to guess though, I'd say go with the FF chart...most noticeable rise.

    Either way, you totally covered your BD bases! Happy 2WW to you!

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    1. Thanks for the advice Em. I am going to invest in some digital OPKs. I currently use the internet cheapies which I've noticed more than once that they do give me two days of +.

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  3. Congrats on going back to school. Hope this 2WW flies by!

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  4. Distractions are great! Yay! Btw, your chart looks like CD 23 to me just by temps. I'm really hoping you get a BFP even if your boobs did go back to normal.

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